Starfish.

The personal and introspective musings of an all-too-tongue-and-cheek college girl.

3/23/2009

Ownin' up.

Today I'm seriously feeling the lonely vibe.


Talking to an ex you're still in love with who isn't dating anyone and still has feelings for you who may or may not be interested in one day pursuing a relationship with you again?
Not the greatest idea.

He's calling and I'm answering because friends or more than that, I want him in my life.


So my heart is NOT happy with me.
Owning my anger is working for the time being, letting myself feel the hurt and the pain and the frustration and singing my heart out and blogging my butt off in the downtime is getting me through the day to day.


And of course, praying nonstop.
Me and God?
MUCH closer than we used to be.



I definitely need a road trip, a beautiful, cathartic experience with meaning and depth and self love. Any hotspots in Texas (or the neighboring states) that you recommend?

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2 Comments:

At 3/23/2009 09:56:00 PM , Blogger Fish Van Huis said...

come to abilene, praying for you.

 
At 3/23/2009 11:35:00 PM , OpenID intheafternoon said...

Praying for you too, just like always.
Luh yoo Bee.
-Biff

 

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